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About Me Member Emotional Poet ChaoticSuicide6915/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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She Will Never Know...She never knew how much she meant  She always went to bed and wept  All the pain from selling herself  All the lies and all the distrust   
How could she smile when inside she was black?  How did they not know she was about to crack?   
None of us know what went through her mind  No one noticed because they are blind.  As the rope went tighter around her neck  She had no idea what she meant.   
A tale as old of time  a teenage life filled with so much crime.  One girls fight for a better life,  only to be ended with one stroke of a knife.   
She will nev She Will Never Know...
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What is love...What is love?  Why is it symbloized by a dove?  What is the point of showing love?  all you do is get a shove.   
Whenver you love you end up getting hurt  You feel like your face has been shoved in the dirt.  Your heart is broken,  All the words left unspoken.   
Everything I should have said  Neither of us should have fled.  Instead of taking the easy way out  Instead of having so much doubt.   
We should have been all that we can be  I didn't get to show all of me.  I didn't get to say everything I wanted to say  And now all I can do is fly away. &nbs What is love...
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BelieveAll you have to do is believe  And all your sins will be relieved  Confess all of your life to me  Let me try to set you free   
You sat alone at night and cry  Drowning more into your lies  Not knowing where you should go  Thinking everyone is your foe.   
You lie awake at night and pray  Wishing for a better day  All you want is to feel love  You want to fly away just like a dove   
Wanting to be held while you cry  All the more just wanting to die.  In bed lying awake  Crying yourself into a dreamless state   
All you want is to feel the lov Believe
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The AddictWaking up in a cold sweat, his magnificent blue eyes were shining brightly. He was having terrible convulsions from everything that was in his system. He couldn’t remember what had all happened but would soon come to the realization of what he did. His body kept jerking violently and he could not control it. It scared him. But just as quickly as it had come, it was over. He rose up and just as soon as he was standing nausea came over him and he quickly lay back down. He knew what was going on. The night before he had done his usual drugs: Meth, Cocaine, and Acid but on top of those he had also take a few unknown pills. He wasn’t sure which su The Addict
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Fri Nov 11, 2005, 10:36 AM
Hmm lets see...

Haven't been on for a while...

Ummm my guy friend who was like my big brother left me a few days ago to go to desert hills...it was horrible. I started crying. I didn't want to see him leave. Hmm what else? oh yeah my friend Brandy and I are in this big blow out...But that is all that I am going to say about it because unlike her...I have enough respect to keep our business PRIVATE!:fork:

haha but I am going to say that me and her were almost like this on thursday: :ninjabattle:

haha anyways....

Yesterday was me and my boyfriends one month anniversary! we survived each other for a whole month im amazed!

god i am soo bored now!

No one is on to talk to....

Ummm.....Well I guess that is all I am going to say so good bye everyone! have a nice day!:superman:

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  • Current Residence: Arizona
  • Interests: Too many to start naming but I love to write
  • Favourite movie: Romeo and Juliet the 1996 version
  • Favourite band or musician: Avenged Sevenfold
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal/Rock but I listen to everything
  • Favourite artist: Amy Lee
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dan Brown
  • Favourite photographer: none
  • Shell of choice: A turtle's
  • Skin of choice: My own
  • Favourite game: Don't play games
  • Favourite gaming platform: Dont play games
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tom and Jerry
  • Personal Quote: Never give up on the future...Because unexpected things may come your way

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~oresama-shiko Nov 20, 2005, 8:57:02 AM
A very late thank you for the :+fav: and watch dear

:hug: :hug:

I appreciate it alot!
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~TheConjuring Oct 13, 2005, 7:19:57 PM
Thanks for the watch.
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!FluffyBluKitty Oct 13, 2005, 11:07:23 AM
I got looking at your gallery. Its great. nice work. :heart:
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~soy-nitron Oct 13, 2005, 6:03:11 AM
Hey don't feel bad. It happens to the best of us all.

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~ChaoticSuicide69 Oct 13, 2005, 10:52:31 AM
Hey whats up with your mood?! Popping pills?? thats not good....My boyfriend did that and drugs too and because of me he stopped =) but that isnt good for you at all! plus i didnt even know that was a mood haha!
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~soy-nitron Oct 13, 2005, 7:59:33 PM
There's all kinds of moods.
But I do pop pills, for a different reason though. Lots of pain going on with my body at the moment, so it's the only way to cope...
Yeah.

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~ChaoticSuicide69 Oct 14, 2005, 7:54:29 PM
I hope they are "prescription" lol! haha I DIDNT THINK PILL POPPING WAS EVER A MOOD THOUGH LOL!! I THOUGHT IT WAS AN ACTION!
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